monday
total cash: twelve dollars and 47 cents
rollerblades
what i did (continuous list): Maude, thelma and louise/jenny and maude, Andrew, fork bracelet, burritos, bars, sleep, central park on saturday morning, latte and croissant, being asked if i was an artist. too much walking, the upper east side, madison avenue, maude has an orgasm in chanel, Andy, skateboard, the east village, head shops and pet stores, union square, virgin records and bargaining for a one-hitter, Reba, beer and pizza fifty stories above manhattan, sharing cheesecake with lee, the bar train, lowell, ritzy hotel room, violinists, playing guitar in lee’s apartment til 5 a.m., woken by lee at 9 a.m., wandering in the rain, driving to union square, st. mark’s place, to nick in park slope, smoking a j in the park, watching 21 grams, amazing dinner, back to lee’s place, snuggling in my car, chasing rum with chocolate liquour, singing along to everything and passing out all over each other, sleep, wake at noon, taco bell, crazy tripping dude writhing on ground, Italian ice, driving aimlessly and lostedly for the afternoon, driving in killer traffic the whole way to middletown, demetri’s, casino, nice boy with nice body, restful sleep, Boston, beauty, no money, running through the fountain, feeling free, writing, garden, Sam, CondomWorld, more head shops, playing in the fountain again, being photographed while sharing an ice cream cone, dan’s place, pineapple and green pepper pizza, harry potter, yay, meeting boy named felix, think rawr, back to sam’s, falling asleep to daria, wake slowly, am slow, smoking with christin, driving forever, terrific storms, lighting my bowl with a match on the side of the road in a torrential downpour, cake’s prolonging the magic, driving, home, sleep, now.
things i need to survive:
water, my friends, Little Blue, money, a place to sleep, cigarettes and coffee, pen and paper, love, sex